Pointless

Today has been so shitty, in my opinion. I was all over the city applying for jobs. Not even good jobs. But jobs none-the-less, I'd rather be making money than none. I applied at a hotel (a prestigious one) and I really hope they call me. It was interesting being in there because I was getting gawked at left and right. I didn't care, though. That place looks like it makes you more than minimum wage. That's a thumbs up in my eyes.
Now I'm at home drinking tea, waiting for Monday to roll in and hopefully give me a phone call from a good employer.
Also! I am madly in love with a girl on Tumblr. She doesn't know who I am yet. We have talked previously though. I just don't understand how I am attracted to a girl. I'm gay. It's not even an infatuation. I don't know, but everything she puts on Tumblr has me in awe. Pictures of her or just summaries about how her day was makes me happy. I need to start talking to her. Too bad California is a ways from good ol' Texas.