Godspeed, xoxo
20130716
Update
I finally have a job. I'm somewhat happy. I really want to buy a cat so I'm not so alone anymore, just letting you guys know, I doubt anyone even pays attention to this blog, but yeah
Godspeed, xoxo
Godspeed, xoxo
20130112
San Antonio is beautiful (･_･;
Oh, it's been so long since I've written anything on here, I've been out of town and was supposed to stay out of town. There's been some crazy events throughout November and December.
The last time I was on here, I wrote of a dream I had which involved a Green House (Solarium), I thought to myself that in order to achieve the green house that I wanted I had to get a job as soon as possible so I set out for San Antonio where I would stay with my friend Elliott and start going to a trade school for Massage Therapy while handling a part time job anywhere they would accept me -- apparently the job economy there was superb, but boy were they wrong, I could not find a job anywhere.
Before I had left El Paso I had been talking to a friend named Robert who happens to be gay like me (by the way, no girls are of any interest to me anymore) He was pretty interesting. He had been going through a break-up with Nathaniel who might as well have been the Spawn of Satan. Ha-ha, Robert was really infatuated with Nathaniel cause that's all he would talk about. Over the first two weeks I was there, however, I developed a small crush on Robert, sad to say; it would never go anywhere cause Mr. Lehnhoff was to much in love with Nathaniel. (Robert moved from L.A. all the way to San Antonio to be with a guy that broke up with him after 3 months) Day after day, I grew tired of Robert and Elliott. Robert because he would always cry about his ex and Elliott cause he would talk shit about everyone he knew behind their back to the point where it was disgusting -- apparently "I made a move on him", which would never happen, that caused me to go off on him and he denied every assumption that I asked him about. This is me and Robert, not gonna lie, I miss him ~
We all had to move out of the apartment that Elliott was in because he didn't pay the rent. He was gonna move back to El Paso, while me and Robert would stay in San Antonio and be roommates, but then one day while me and Elliott were talking; Robert had a panic attack and kept repeating " I have to go back home," So that meant I would have nowhere to stay or nothing to do, I had to stay with my Brother's ex girlfriend who had moved to San Antonio a while back just until I could find a ride back home -- While I was staying there, Robert stayed with a girl named Jess whom I met while I was staying at Elliott's apartment. The day I left, Robert did not talk to me at all, he left earlier that day and I had to get all my stuff to go. A week went by and I had not talked to him, on Twitter he had put that his ex got with his ex ex which is a crazy situation. I tweeted that I loved him, and we soon started talking again. That same night we hung out, drank beers, did drugs, we went back to my friend Jess's apartment where him and I were alone wired and drunk, soon after; one thing led to another and we had finally made love. It was awkward the next morning . But time went by -- I told him to come to where I was staying so we could hang out. We got drunk again and ended up making out again. Nothing happened that night but post awkward silence. I told my brother's ex girlfriend to take him home, ever since that day I have not talked to him, I miss him so much -- but alas I'm back home as is he, where we both belong. I never got a job, I never registered for school, I never did anything. This is why love should be forbidden.
Robert got me into this song, even though I hated it when I first heard it, I can't get it out of my head now:
What's next
The last time I was on here, I wrote of a dream I had which involved a Green House (Solarium), I thought to myself that in order to achieve the green house that I wanted I had to get a job as soon as possible so I set out for San Antonio where I would stay with my friend Elliott and start going to a trade school for Massage Therapy while handling a part time job anywhere they would accept me -- apparently the job economy there was superb, but boy were they wrong, I could not find a job anywhere.
Before I had left El Paso I had been talking to a friend named Robert who happens to be gay like me (by the way, no girls are of any interest to me anymore) He was pretty interesting. He had been going through a break-up with Nathaniel who might as well have been the Spawn of Satan. Ha-ha, Robert was really infatuated with Nathaniel cause that's all he would talk about. Over the first two weeks I was there, however, I developed a small crush on Robert, sad to say; it would never go anywhere cause Mr. Lehnhoff was to much in love with Nathaniel. (Robert moved from L.A. all the way to San Antonio to be with a guy that broke up with him after 3 months) Day after day, I grew tired of Robert and Elliott. Robert because he would always cry about his ex and Elliott cause he would talk shit about everyone he knew behind their back to the point where it was disgusting -- apparently "I made a move on him", which would never happen, that caused me to go off on him and he denied every assumption that I asked him about. This is me and Robert, not gonna lie, I miss him ~
We all had to move out of the apartment that Elliott was in because he didn't pay the rent. He was gonna move back to El Paso, while me and Robert would stay in San Antonio and be roommates, but then one day while me and Elliott were talking; Robert had a panic attack and kept repeating " I have to go back home," So that meant I would have nowhere to stay or nothing to do, I had to stay with my Brother's ex girlfriend who had moved to San Antonio a while back just until I could find a ride back home -- While I was staying there, Robert stayed with a girl named Jess whom I met while I was staying at Elliott's apartment. The day I left, Robert did not talk to me at all, he left earlier that day and I had to get all my stuff to go. A week went by and I had not talked to him, on Twitter he had put that his ex got with his ex ex which is a crazy situation. I tweeted that I loved him, and we soon started talking again. That same night we hung out, drank beers, did drugs, we went back to my friend Jess's apartment where him and I were alone wired and drunk, soon after; one thing led to another and we had finally made love. It was awkward the next morning . But time went by -- I told him to come to where I was staying so we could hang out. We got drunk again and ended up making out again. Nothing happened that night but post awkward silence. I told my brother's ex girlfriend to take him home, ever since that day I have not talked to him, I miss him so much -- but alas I'm back home as is he, where we both belong. I never got a job, I never registered for school, I never did anything. This is why love should be forbidden.
Robert got me into this song, even though I hated it when I first heard it, I can't get it out of my head now:
What's next
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